Wednesday, February 10, 2010

To fill the incomplete gap

Ahhh.. I've finally finish my summer course and my paper today.

The paper was easy but unfortunately I didn't do well.

I was kind of disappointed at myself because I really didn't try hard enough.

All I can do not is just hope and pray for the best ! AMEN !

Anyways, this blog post of to recap on last year's Christmas picture and this year's Cameron Highland pictures.

Why am I uploading now? THANKS TO LYE YUMIN for just uploading it recently.

Some pictures that I would like to share :)

Preparation of steamboat.

The three best friends for life and they are my bastards too !

Love love this picture! Super naturall :)

Yung Lin arhhh! NO ONE DARE TO DRINK D LAAAA!

<3 my girlfriend

Yum yum!! Don't you feel hungry noww? T.T

Super full man ! Your tummy will be super full after drinking a can of beer 

E-Chian and Wakka ! Gonna miss both of them as Chian is at Johor for her studies while Wakka has been brought back to Penang.

Me and my favourite boy, Wakka :)


Next up, the CAMERON HIGHLAND PICTURESSS :)


Strawberry farm :)
Love this picture although Sijie and I were kind of blur in the picture.

Yung Lin wearing Chicken Little's jacket. YOU CANNOT FIT LAAAA !

I miss strawberriesss <3

Yang and Cookie ! run for your livess !

The super SS boy and his sexy post !


Yung Lin's 'SIEN' face. GG

im hungry ! I WANT TO GO TO CAMERON AGAIN!

Yang and Yung Lin's face espression WIN all d :P


Yeee~ Shy shy ~

You think you still small meh Seah? Play kid's gamee

AQUA of the YEAR :)

My picture taken by Umin :)

I think I look pretty in this picture.. LOL !

My family members  :)

Going up the BOH TEA farm

~Bluekkk ~ Yung Lin, who you looking at uh?


YouMinnie's double exposure picture~

When I'm part of the 'monkey' family. Can I choose Gorrilla instead? 
Then I'll be Kyu Jong's favourite pet :)

I'm missing the weather, the strawberries and the sceneries there !


Picture of the month of JANUARY
Cameron Highland ranger :)


Monday, February 8, 2010

Rebirth - Only One Day (English Translation)

Only One Day - SS501 



Your back figure as you left
I can’t forget it
Because I cherished you
‘Time will fix it all’
Was the support from my friends
But it is too less to bury you
In between the continuous trips
The thing that finds me again
It is your voice carried by the wind
Can you forget?

Day by day
The day that you aren’t here
Becomes a memory like yesterday
It burdens me so much
One day just for only one day
If only my hand can wipe your tears
Then I will tell you
My everything

The past memories I can’t forget
It hides the past nights
When the heartless times stops
On top of the promise I couldn’t keep
Is the dust that settled on top
Secretly, I clean it off with my tears

In between the large population
I’m looking for you again
My voice saying that I love you
Can you forget it ?

Day by day
The day that you aren’t here
Becomes a memory like yesterday
It burdens me so much
One day just for only one day
If only my hand can wipe your tears
Then I will tell you
My everything

In the split road of my destiny
Even if they say it is a shattered dream
I wish I can bring you back again

One day just for only one day
If I can get to see you
If this aged prayer can bring you back
What I couldn’t say
The words I couldn’t say that was deep inside my heart
Then I will tell you
I love you

One day just for only one day
If only my hand can wipe your tears
Then I will tell you
You are my everything
Please receive my last courage



Your back figure as you left
I can’t forget it
Because I cherished you
‘Time will fix it all’
Was the support from my friends
But it is too less to bury you
In between the continuous trips
The thing that finds me again
It is your voice carried by the wind
Can you forget?

Day by day
The day that you aren’t here
Becomes a memory like yesterday
It burdens me so much
One day just for only one day
If only my hand can wipe your tears
Then I will tell you
My everything

The past memories I can’t forget
It hides the past nights
When the heartless times stops
On top of the promise I couldn’t keep
Is the dust that settled on top
Secretly, I clean it off with my tears

In between the large population
I’m looking for you again
My voice saying that I love you
Can you forget it

Day by day
The day that you aren’t here
Becomes a memory like yesterday
It burdens me so much
One day just for only one day
If only my hand can wipe your tears
Then I will tell you
My everything

In the split road of my destiny
Even if they say it is a shattered dream
I wish I can bring you back again

One day just for only one day
If I can get to see you
If this aged prayer can bring you back
What I couldn’t say
The words I couldn’t say that was deep inside my heart
Then I will tell you
I love you

One day just for only one day
If only my hand can wipe your tears
Then I will tell you
You are my everything
Please receive my last courage

Translated by: IBreatheLifeMusic

Emo Nemo

I'm suppose to be sleeping by now. I've been sleeping at 4am almost everyday and I'm tired.

My life is about SS501 and SS501 for the past 2 months.

I know I'm going too overboard obsessing with K-Pop but I couldn't help it.

Almost everyday, I will try to come out with more ideas about my fiction, stalking blogs and checking forums.

Somehow, I felt my life is really bullshitting.

I'm still living in my Korea dream land with 5 of my favourite boys without thinking or doing other things.

Some of my friends said that I'm slightly better than them because I knew what I'm suppose to do when I got up the next morning.

For example:
Okay! Tomorrow morning, I need to write my fiction and stalk SS501's blog.

OR

Okay, I shall study for an hour and SS501 for 2 hours.

OR

okay, I'm done studying and I'm going to write fiction until 4am today.

Lifeless uh?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I've met my Triple S Malaysia members and they are really nice people.

I've met many friends and we talk about similar things, which is SS501 :)

I'm proud to say that I'm part of the family of Triple S Malaysia and I'm not SHY to tell people that I adore, I like or maybe I LOVE SS501

I'm could even say that I'M PROUD to be one of their fans ! 

I don't know why something is bothering me now. 

5 more days is SS501's PERSONA BANGKOK concert.

I guess I should really 'throw away' SS501 for these 2 days because I'm having my summer paper on coming Tuesday.

And enjoy with JOY with SS501's live broadcast concert in Bangkok and celebrate CNY happily.

I guess that would be the most precious gift this coming CNY.


A picture from today's gathering. I'm still waiting to steal more pretty pictures although I've took many :)

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Wedding Dinner


Uncle Kok and Aunt Judith Wedding dinner last Sunday.
*woohooooo~ Finally they got married ! *

The wedding dinner was held in Renaissance Hotel, KL. This wedding dinner is the biggest and grand-ness wedding dinner that I've attended for the past 21 years.
*Even greater than proms weiiii ~ *

But that day was totally not my day.I was really clumsy enough and I didn't prepare well for the wedding dinner. 
* I took the wrong bag, I didnt put fake eye lashes, my make up was not complete, my hair was wet. Thanks to my dad for rushing me because is his 'brother's wedding dinner. Aishhhh*

But I still enjoy to the max and took tons of pictures ! 

The mummy and the brother

Janics Janics ~ So incompleteee ! ~


Janics and Mummy


My brother went GAGA even before the wedding dinner starts. Why?  Free flow liquor, beer and wine for the whole night. Who will not go GAGA ! 

His face is so red even though I had edited the picture :(

Okay, let the picture do some talking why I think that the wedding dinner is such grand.
The wedding place. Nice uh?

With a carving of ice, petals of red roses as decoration on the table,white chocolate as complementary gift and white and red roses everywhere in the hall.

Uncle Kok even hired a live band to sing song for the wedding dinner !


Before that, ladies snap snap at the toilet. Love the lighting and the mirror obviously !


*I don't know why I still love this picture :) *



When it was about 8.30pm, the wedding starts. They cut the cake before the wedding starts. 

4 story high of cake ! Woohoooo~
*when 2 person is faithed to be together for the rest of your life :) 
When will I find mine I wonder :( *

My god brother, Andrew Quek whom hoped to our table to take some medicine from my dad. They were so drunk that night. They had to help the bridegroom to finish off the liquor before they were allowed to go back.

 My daddy love 

Its the tossing event. 

Uncle Kok invited few of his best brothers to go on stage. And obviously, my dad is one of them :)

*spot my dad hiding behind !! He says that he doesn't like all these things* 

First toss is shouted by my God Brother, Andrew Quek, Nissan and Suzuki car dealer.


Next toss goes to Adrian Cheng. I felt that he is really good looking though and he is so capable. He owns a few of Proton showroom.

Last toss goes to Mr Onn. Mr Onn, Mr Kok and my dad were best buddies since whey were 20 like that?

Best buddies for 30 years woi and they are still lovey dovey with the addition of 2 new monkeys, Andrew Quek and Adrian Cheng ! haahah!  

The crowd really went GAGA during and after the tossing and the live band started to R&B songs. Same goes to my brother after he drank 7-8 cups of liquor? I only drank 3 cups of beers but bottom up with my dad's colleague ! 



And my dad joined the brother too ! 

But my uncle and his son laughed at my brother and my dad :(


But its okay. The bride joined us too :)

They played slide shows and videos after the tossing ceremony. 

I shall end the post with the background picture below: 

Aww. I is loving the background and lighting. 


What a great night with my family members and obviously with my dad's friends. 

I've met so much of my lost long uncles and had a fun night catching up with them. 

I wonder will my wedding be such grand in the future.

 Maybe can! If I married with a rich guy ! HAHAHAH ! *dream on Janics ! *

Awwww~~

Anyways,

 HAPPY WEDDING DAY again !!

And additional 1 MORE ANGPAU for this coming Chinese New Year !

Woot woot~ Back to my books now ! Have a good good day people :)

Ivy's 21st Birthday Bash

IVY'S 21ST BIRTHDAY POST ! 
* woootzzz~ I smelt feedom babeh ! *

Yeah, I was invited to Ivy's 21st birthday party which was held in her house last Saturday.

Kai Xin was kind enough to pick me up from my place and Terrence was suppose to pick us up from her house.

Thanks to raining cats and dogs in the evening, my friends and I were kinda of wet but the poor Terrence were all wet T.T
*fyi, he was wearing a white suit and he was all wet. Pheeeweeet ~ Sexy nyerrrr :) *

Some of the pictures of the night from Cheryl and Ka Peng camera. It was posted in facebook I suppose.

More pictures from Natalie and Evvon that hasn't posted up by them. 

Mua ladies. 
Cheryl added Joandee's picture too.Her hyper spirit was with us the whole time. Missing you le, darlin! 


Natalie, Cheryl, Janics, Michie Mic.



Ivy and her family member. Spot the lady in light blue with curly hair ! Guess what? She is my long lost primary school classmate and she is Ivy's cousin! Her name is Syaza :)
Such a small small world huh? 


Ivy's SISTA !

Ivy's BROTHERS ! 

All of us said that we were suppose to do stupid faced. But FAILED ! Some didn't do and yet Michie Mic was acting cute ! ahahah *fails*


Presents, gifts, cakes, and CASH OBVIOUSLY !
Woohoooo ! Ivy was loaded with cash after her birthday party ! 

A group picture from Monash I suppose. But spotted some aliens joined the picture too ! 


The picture of me and Sexy Ivy. Okay okay, I know I got fatter already and now I'm on an intensive diet with my baby Young Saengie ^^

Anyways, 

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SEXY IVY..

Hope you love the present which is from us ^^

Much love ~ 


Faith or Passby-er - Chapter 10 and 11

It's late at night now. What are you guys doing?

I've been trying to watch Hyung Joon Baby new 'Progamer' video but I'm just too lazy.




I've download so much drama and I didn't have time to watch!!!

My exam is next Tuesday yet, I'm still downloading drama and SS-ing with my SS501.

Going to bed soon because is already 2.20am.

Anyways, most of SS501 babies are busy with their new filming and reality shows except for my Young Saeng baby.

He said that he has been slacking too much  and he attended a wedding dinner !!




*Look at the difference at the slide bar and the picture ! So different!! *

Aww. my fat cutie chubby cheek had slimmed down ! ^^ 


Yesh I'm going to work hard to diet with youuu ! <3


Pictures credited to www.ss501ufo.blogspot.com

This is the chapter 10 and 11 with my fiction.  It's getting interesting I believe. 



Chapter 10
Yesterday night was the sweetest night that I ever had for the past 22 years. My previous relationship progress was never once as perfect as now. I couldn’t sleep but kept viewing the message that I sent and received by Hyun Joong. I didn’t disturb him further because I knew that he was tired after performance and also handling reporters and interviewers about the news in Japan. Same goes to Kyu Jong too.

Hyun Joong texted me that they will be back to Korea about 5pm and we were supposed to meet up to discuss the news headline at their dorm at 5.30pm. When I was about to leave my house, Hyun Joong appeared in front of my house with a bouquet of flowers in his hands.

Hyun Joong walked over towards my direction and held my hand. He holds my hands like what a normal guy will do when they saw their girlfriend. He didn’t give me an impression that he is an idol and he will not do things like what a normal boyfriend will do. Then he handed me the bouquet of flowers that he was holding earlier on. It was tulip, the flower that I love the most.

This is for you, dear.’

These flowers are beautiful. Kumawo oppa. And why are you here? I thought that we are supposed to meet up at your dorm? You came and pick me up?’

Yup yup. I want to see you first. I miss you. And obviously I want to give you a ride because I don’t want you to walk there or take public transport yourself. It is kind of dangerous. Now you are my girlfriend, Kim Hyun Joong’s girl. Obviously I have to protect you.’ Hyun Joong came even nearer and put his hands over my shoulder while holding my hands.

I miss you too oppa. But if you are not free, you do not need to come and pick me on purpose. I’m completely fine if I have to take public transport.’

Awww, look at my pretty girlfriend. She is so understanding, how can I not fall for her?’

I felt so protected at that moment. Hyun Joong hugged me and gave a kiss on my cheek. I started to blush and I felt so warm. I’m really falling for him badly.

Come, let’s go. Let’s meet up the boys. Else we will be late.’ Hyun Joong added and walked me towards his car.

 Both of us were chit chatting and laughing the whole time. I didn’t know that Hyun Joong is talkative. He is good looking even though he was only talking with his charm. Even he is facing such a huge problems, he will still carry his smile whenever he goes and gave me the smile telling me that. Don’t worry. I will handle everything.


After 15 minutes of drive, we finally reached their dorm. Hyun Joong came over and opened the car door for me. He is such a gentleman. He held my hands and both of us were walking into the house.

 ‘Dear, let’s go in.’ Hyun Joong hold my hand but I let go instantly.

Weayo?’ Hyun Joong added.

Oppa, I guess we should keep our relationship as a secret first because I don’t want any news to appear in tomorrow’s paper.’

But they are my brothers and I don’t see anything wrong for telling them. I guess they will be happy instead since they knew that both of us got together.’

Just do me this favour, darling. I really don’t want them to know now. We will tell them when we found the suitable time alright.’

Arraso. I promise you then. Can we go in now, my little princess?

We walked into the dorm and the other 4 guys were sitting at the dining table while waiting for both of us.

You both came together?’ Jung Min asked.

Yes.’Hyun Joong said.

No.’ I replied.

Oh shoot, I stared at Hyun Joong trying to tell him that co-orperate with me

One say ‘no’ and another said ‘yes’. So, is it a ‘yes’ or a ‘no’?

Yes.’ I said.

No.’ Hyun Joong replied.

Aishhh. Is even worse this time.

Arghh. I don’t know what are you both hiding behind but I sensed something fishy.’

NOTHING.’ both of us shouted. Pheww~ At least we had answered it correctly.

Aishhh…This is not our main concern today. Our main point is to solve the current news headline and Alice has been fired.’ Hyung Joon stopped the unimportant conversation. Pheww~ At last I’m being pulled away from that embarrassing conversation.



When we were discussing, everyone turned out to be very serious. Even the playful and jolly Jung Min turned to be a man when came to serious discussion. This is the first time I saw all SS501 members looked so seriously. I guess this news is really big and gave a big impact to SS501.

Ding dong ding dong – Sound of the door bell.

I’ll go open the door.’ Hyung Joon said.

Annyong.’ He greeted.

Annyong. Is everyone here already?’ Someone’s voice was heard
.
Hmm. Yup. Alice is here too today.’ Hyun Joong replied.

Hyung Joon and another man were walking to the dining table. Oh.. Is SS501’s manger, Mr Lee. The person that scolded my boss and wanted to cancel the filming process of Hibernate Princess *Please refer to Chapter 3.*

Annyong.’ All the boys greeted him.

Annyong Mr Kim.’  I stood up and bow while greeted him.

Mr Lee just ignored me while sat down right next to Young Saeng. I guess he must have hated me for ruining SS501’s reputation or maybe coming out with such news.

How’s the discussion? Have you guys come up with a conclusion?’

No. haven yet. We are still discussing now. We are still wondering how the paparazzi knew all these news and who came out with all these news and photos too.’ Young Saeng replied.

I’m still trying my best to find out who gave us such a huge ‘present’ by using my entertainment connection. Don’t worry.  And I had spoken to headquarter and we came to a conclusion that Kyu Jong and Alice are going on a fake date for two months in order to clear off the news. Hyun Joong will pretend to take care Alice as a brother.’

What? FAKE DATE?’ Kyu Jong and I stood up immediately when we both heard the news.

I disagree.’ Hyun Joong stood up too and hit hardly on the table.

Young Saeng, Mal and Maknea stood and looked at our expression.

Three of you, sit down. You guys can’t make objection because three of you came out with such news.’
Can I switch my position with Kyu Jong, please? Let Kyu be Alice brother and I’ll be Alice’s date.’
That sounds like a good idea.’ I continued.


No. Hyun Joong is the leader and he needs to have the‘single’ reputation in order to attract more fans. And two months will pass very fast.’

But Alice and I had started our relationship. And now she is my girlfriend.’ Hyun Joong accidentally blabbed out.

I turned and look at Hyun Joong as well at the other 4 boys. All eyes were on me and Hyun Joong. His face expression changed when he knew that he said something that he was not supposed to say. I felt so embarrassed because our relationship was being relieved when I told Hyun Joong not to mention anything about it.

Both of you..... In a relationship?’

4 pairs of eyes are on me and Hyun Joong when Jung Min asked such question. Both of us didn’t say anything but just nodded our heads.

Har har harrr…. You see. I knew that something was going on behind Hyun Joong and Alice. Maknea, 50,000 won please.’ Jung Min added while Young Saeng laughed.

What 50,000 won? I didn’t say that I want to bet also. I was just…. crapping that moment.’ Maknea protested.

'Aishhh.. You stingy boy. I don't care. You owe me 50,000won.'

YAAAAA.. Turtle and horse, you both bet on my relationship progress? You both-a.’ Hyun Joong rushed to Jung Min and Hyung Joon seat and hit their head. There goes the Tom and Jerry story again. But with the addition of Shih Tzu. Gae.

Kyu Jong just sat down there emotionless. Is he sad when he knew that Hyun Joong and I are in a relationship? I didn’t bother nor care what he was thinking. I felt the atmosphere was filled with joy and laughter when the other boys knew that Hyun Joong and I started our relationship. Some of them even forced Hyun Joong to tell them how we started our relationship. Their brotherly love is something precious to them and money can’t buy it.


 ‘Aishhh.. You boys-a and also you *he pointed at me* I really do not have any comments. I don’t care that are the relationship behind between you all. But now, stick to the plan that the company had prepared for u all, understand? And don’t ruin the plan. We will have an open interview tomorrow.’ the manager commented.




Chapter 11
Aiiisssshhh. Everything was so sudden. My relationship with Hyun Joong, I lost my job and the news that was released on the paper. Everyone was squeezing their brain cells to discuss for better solutions. Mal gave nonsense but funny solutions while Kyu Jong was not being seen anywhere. Young Saeng and Hyung Joon just kept quiet because both of them can’t think of any solution perhaps.  Hyun Joong is already very frustrated but yet he is smiling at me trying to tell that he is alright. While Mr Lee is very annoyed with this news but he still allows the boys to think of any solution, if there is any better ones. I really can’t take it anymore and I walked out of the house.

‘Baby, where are you going?’ Hyun Joong called me when I was walking towards the door.

 ‘Hmmm. nothing. Just wanted to go out and take fresh air.’

‘ Awww.. Baby baby.. Are you calling me, Hyung?’ Hyung Joon interrupted our conversation while everyone started laughing.

‘Aishh. I’m not talking to you, turtle. Do you need me to accompany you?’

‘No it’s alright. I’ll be back in a while. You guys continue first.’

I can’t breathe.  I felt sophisticated. I need fresh air to clear off my breathing. I walked out of the house and I was Kyu Jong was on the phone. I didn’t want interrupt him and I wanted to walk away. But I accidentally eavesdropped his conversation.

‘What you want again now?’

‘Money? I had given you 1,000,000 won every month to pay the hospital bill and your living. And now you are telling me that it is not enough?’

‘I do not even have enough money to use for goodness and you are asking me to give u more?’

‘Okay fine. I’ll give.. I’ll bank into your account tomorrow.’


His voice was rising when he was on the phone. After the conversation, Kyu Jong put down the phone and continued to stand at the balcony. I felt so curious who was on the phone with Kyu Jong.  Is that the ‘something’ that bothered him for these few months? I felt so unethical for listening to his conversation. I didn’t want to continue to disturb him and I went in.

After discussing for a few hours, the boys could not think of any other solutions and Mr Kim was about to leave. We had no idea but to follow the plan that Mr Kim suggested that afternoon. Before he left, I chased to Mr Kim to have a little private talk with him.

‘Mr Kim, can I borrow 5 minutes from you?’

‘Yea?’

‘Are you going to stop SS501 members from filming ‘Hibernate Princess’?

Mr Kim stood there and didn’t respond to my question. I kneeled down instantly.

‘What are you doing? Get up!’

‘Mr Kim, all these are my faults. Please allow them to continue to film the drama. Half more left only. I promise that I’ll follow whatever you’ve planned for us.’

‘Get up first. We can discuss anything.’

‘No. I’m not going to get up until you promise me. You are not always with them when they are filming this drama. Hence you didn’t see how much afford the boys had put in. This is their first drama together and their brotherly love was strengthened during this drama. This is something that we can’t buy with money, you see. And my boss had invested a lot of money for this drama.’

The boys rushed out and saw I kneel down in front of Mr Kim. They startled and shocked. They even asked me to get up but I insisted not to.

‘Okay okay, I’ve lost to you. I promise you. Can you get up now?’

I was happy and Hyun Joong was there to help me up.

‘Thanks dear. Thanks for doing such thing for us. I’m blessed to have a girlfriend like you.’ Hyun Joong hugged me instantly after I got up.

‘Thanks Alice. I do not know what to say. But thank you. Our hard work was not wasted in the end.’ Young Saeng said.

‘Yeah. Thanks Alice. I really glad that we knew you.’ Mal and Hyung Joon added.

All of us send off Mr Kim and wanted to go off for a dinner after long hours of discussion.


‘Kyu-a. Get ready. We are going to go for a dinner in 5 minutes time. Get ready.’ Jung Min called.

After 5 minutes, he was not been seen yet. Jung Min went all over the dorm to search for him.

‘By any chance that you guys saw Kyu Hyung?’ Jung Min asked all of us.

‘ Hmm nope. I thought he was at his room? Have you tried searching him there?’ Young Saeng asked while preparing himself to go for dinner. 

‘Aniyo. He was outside just now when I took a walk outside. He didn’t come in after that?’ I added.
‘ Hmm, nope. The last time I saw him was 2 hours ago when he was sitting down with us to discuss the news headline.’ Hyung Joon added.

Hyun Joong tried to call his cell phone.

‘ Aishhhh.. Kyu Hyung didn’t bring his hand phone along with him.’


All of us were searching high and low for Kyu Jong but none of us found him. Inside the dorm, roadside and backyard but we could not even see anyone. It was 9 pm already. Where could he be?

‘I guess he will be there??’ I accidentally spilled out.

‘Huh? Where?’ Young Saeng ask.

‘Maybe up on the hill.’ I replied.

‘Why is he up there? How do you know?’ Young Saeng asked again

‘I’m not too sure. But I guess up the hill will be a closer place to see stars?’

‘Stars?’ 5 of them said the same time.

‘Alice, please explain properly. This is something serious. No joke okay.’ Mal started to get panic.

‘Remember once I was lost? Kyu Joong and Hyun Joong oppa went all over to find me but Kyu Jong oppa was the one that found me? Both of us had a conversation about stars and he said he love like to see stars too when he is having problems.’

‘Problems? What problem he has? Saengie Hyung, do you know anything since you are always with him?’ Hyung Joon asked.

‘Ya. He is having some problem but he didn’t want to tell us.’ Hyun Joong said.

 ‘This is out of concern. Let’s find him first. I’ll go with Alice, Mal, Kyu and Saeng, three of you go together. Take phones along you all. Contact us when you found him or anything. Remember torchlight too.’  Hyun Joong added.

‘Arrasso.’ Four of us listened whatever Hyun Joong said and get ready.

xxxxxxxxxxx





Thursday, February 4, 2010

Nokia Launching X6 with BLG

Woohoooo ! MY LAPTOP IS BACK.

Special thanks to Mr Seah Wooi Sing *I know you don't read my blog* for helping me to format my laptop for FREE *No no RM500*

Aww.. Two days without laptop seems like I didn't touch it for 2 years!! Can you imagine how suffering is it?

Aww. Cut the crap, Janics. Let me take you on the outing on last Friday ! 

It's NOKIA HANDPHONE LAUNCHING.

So? What is the great thing about Nokia's Lunching  ?

OBVIOUSLY THERE IS !

With the presence of :

DJ Goldfish spinning as opening ceremony,

 Khalil Fang (方大同) as one of the performer,

and Boys Like Girls to bring the crowd for the wonderful night ! 



Who I went with? 

Miss Ling Long and her friend, Clement dragged me along ! 
*Thanks my dear ^^ *

Miss Ling Long Leow

Miss Ling Long and Mr Clement :)


I really like to watch such live performance because I love the crowd and the way the singers create the atmosphere. That's why I love to watch concerts !
* But concerts need to pay alot :(  *

It was also a bad day because my camera ran out of battery! I forgotten charge after Grasshopper's concert. *Smack head ten times* 

It was kind of wasted because I didn't able to take much photos. Same goes to Clement's camera.

But I was able to capture some pictures before my camera was totally ran out of battery.

Miss Ling Long says that she loves this picture.

Look at the crowd ! Fuyohhhh~ Damn a lot. 


The stage. Look ! We are really close to the stage. But too bad we didnt capture any picture :(

BUT BUT.. I was able to capture a picture of the MC. He is so cuteeee ~ 


The best picture that I captured of the night, I guess? HAHAH using my lousy hand phone to capture. What do you expect?
The MC is from Thailand. He is so handsome ~


Some pictures  of the night that I Googled from the Internet that I would like to share.

The atmosphere of the night :)
Picture credited to ewinee.com



The MC of the night. 


Woohooo. Boys like Girls ^^



Some Malaysia band. They are really good. Sorry, forgotten the name of the band T.T


NEXT UP,
KHALIL FONG (Fang Da Tong)


The superstar from HK that I really love and adore.

His vocal is perfect. He sang 4 songs but the song that I like most is ' Ai Ai Ai' and 'Sing Along Song'.

Previously I was crazy over 'Ai Ai Ai' and I even posted the lyrics on my blog.

I was jumping up and down, screaming like a mad lazy when he came out.

I even told Elaine that I don't mind to go back without watching Boys Like Girls performance because I'm already very satisfied after watching Khalil Fong's performance.


But, since we are there already, how could we miss out 

BOYS LIKE GIRLS'

 performance rightt?




Pictures are credited to Junk.com

Awww.. addition of their songs, obviously the concert was a BLAST

The night was even perfect when they say sang, Two Is Better Than One, Love Drunk, Thunder and Escape.

They are really good. 

The crowd really went GAGA when they came out.

I was really glad that I went to such concert !! Moreover, its FREEE.

Yeah, Janics love free stuffs but who doesn't right? *pffftttt*




Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Rojak Post

Alrights, this post is gonna be all words because currently I dunno what to blog and it's gonna be a crapping blog post I guess.

Well, had been busy with weddings, birthday party, shopping and fullmoon for the past few days.

Another one week is my finals but I'm still slacking and blogging now.

Not only that, also obsessing with SS501's news and performance that drives me crazy.

Especially the performance on 'Only One Day' Japan Persona Concert by SS501 which can be found in YouTube. 
*I've downloaded the Concert Performance and dramas from YouTube as a collection. How? Ask me :D *

Young Saeng's voice was definitely as powerful as ever and I could really felt the meaning of the song deeply.

AND ALSO ! I was so happy because Young Saeng left a message in DSP webbie 2 days ago..
 *I guess he could sense that I missed him too much that why he posted a message there*

I cant wait till this Sunday because I'm gonna meet my other SS501 Malaysia lovers for the coming gathering.
*Although I don't know anyone there. But I'm very open to make new friends obviously*

Let's not talk about SS501 anymore else my friends is going to screw me up? LOL.

But LAST ONE ! I'M PLANNING TO MAKE A SS501 board in my room 
*~ Wooohooooo ! ~*

and also participate in postcard making for my dear Kyu Bear as his birthday is coming up !

I wish I have more time to day dream about my SS501 but I CANT :(

Unless I'm done with my finals which is on next Tuesday.

Shopping for CNY is kind of done. I guess I've changed my style of dressing already.

Thanks to Cheryl and Evvon. But I just realized that I had put on 4KG last year. DANG ><

DIET started today and my baby Young Saeng says that he put on weight too ! He is going to diet too !

Yeshhh~ We work hard together baby!!!

I'm sure that I'm gonna success this time because I have Young Saeng'sas my motivator !

Aww.. Enough already. I'm going to study and sleep early tonight.Like my baby says, sleep late will turn out to be very heavy.

My laptop is with Mr Noob because I realized that my comp is full of viruses and Trojans.
*Aishh. 2 years d ler. What you expect? *


Sleep early too everyone ! Hwaitinggg <3 <3

Love Like This, One Day Only, Obsess, Green Peas, Wasteland

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Faith and Passbyer - Chapter 9

Sooner or later my blog will turn into a blog that blogs about SS501's activity? 

Hmm I'm pretty not sure but probably not because I still prefer to publicize my outings and my feelings towards anything too.

Some people might be thinking why I do like to blog and I blog almost everyday?

Is not because I want to show off or anything, but I like to share my feeling and my experience.

That's all :)

I knew that my English is atrocious but I'm trying to improve it through blogging and fiction writing.

Moreover, through writing fiction, I can show that how much I loves SS501 as a fans.

If you had been a loyal reader of my blog, I really love them very much. And I miss Young Saeng even more because seems like he went missing or disappeared in the world. 

 Well, since I miss him so much, I will post a picture of him to kill my day dream about him. 

Personally I think he looks super good in this picture. I miss his chubby smile with his dimple on and also his bad boy smile. My shy princeeee :) I even wrote a fan fiction so that I could dream about him acting in the fiction. This is how much I love him perhaps? But don't. I'm controlling and preventing myself for loving them even more :)


Anyways this is the next chapter of Faith or Passbyer. ENJOY READING AW EE LING !


Chapter 9
Time passed so fast. Three months had just past like that. There is no outdoor filming process for these 2 days. The boys are having performance for SBS Inkigayo concert at Japan tonight.  I still need to go back to office as usual if there is no outdoor filming activity. As I reached the table, I found a letter on my table, again =.=’’.

I opened up the letter and I saw a termination letter. WHAT? A termination letter? The letter was saying that I against the company and they planned to fire me. I rushed to my boss’s room to ask further reasons.
‘Boss! What did I do again this time?’

‘Oh yeah, you don’t know what you did??’

‘Huh, what are you talking about? I’ve been following company’s rules and I don’t think I did any mistake!’

‘What are all these?’ Boss took out a today’s newspaper and hit hardly on the table.


ENTERTAINMENT NEWS HEADLINE: 

The truth revealed. Triangle love affair between SS501’s Leader, Kim Hyun Joong, Centre Kim Kyu Jong and their working film partner, Alice Jung.

My eye popped as big as a dog. I quickly lift up the newspaper and started to read it. I could not believe my eyes. Everything was revealed in the paper. Starting from the car accident, Hyun Joong backed up me, I hugged Kyu Jong, they brought my brother and I back to their dorm, Hyun Joong and Kyu Jong went all over to search for me when I disappeared. Everything was reveal and there were some pictures as prove. Oh em gee, when was all that taken?

‘Tell me.. What are all these???’ my boss shouted.

‘ Boss, this is not true. The reporters are making up stories. Don’t believe them. I really do not have any special relationship with them. We are just friends. Normal working partners and friends only. Trust me please,’ I could feel that my eye was watery.

‘Then tell me what the truth is?’

I startled for a moment. This is so sudden. I really do not know how to respond.

‘Seee! You can’t even give me a proper explanation to me. If you said that all these are made up, then I guess the news of you bringing your brother to work is true, right? Why did you bring your brother to work? You knew that all upcoming films are confidential and no outsiders are allowed during the filming process. Don’t you know that the company might lose a few billions if anything is leaked out??? This morning, SS501’s manager scolded me once the news is released. He said that SS501 is not going to continue with the upcoming film. Are you satisfied now???  Get out of my office now. I don’t want to see you anymore. Pack your stuffs and leave.’ my boss shouted at me without allowing me to explain further.

I was crying when I walked out of my boss office. What should I do? Who spread the news out? How did they get the news? How’s the boy now?  They already know the news?

Ring ring ring [Hyun Joong’s name appear on hand phone screen]

‘Alice-a, have you read the news this morning?’

‘Yeah I read it. I’ve been fired. What should I do? What should I do oppa?’ I was crying over the phone.

‘Don’t cry don’t cry. Tell me what happened just now.’

I told Hyun Joong everything over the phone.

‘I’ll be coming back to Korea tomorrow with the boys after tonight’s performance. We will sort things out together alright. Don’t worry; we’ll be here with you. You are not alone. Don’t cry ya my pretty girl. Arrasso?’
‘Arrasso. Gamsahamida oppa. Bianhe for the trouble again. I’m really sorry.’

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I packed my stuffs and left the office. I did not dare to go back home because I’m afraid that Umma and Appa will question me. I scroll down my phonebook wondering who to call and where can I hang out during that period of time. I gave a call to Fishy because I really do not know who to call. Moreover, I do not have many friends.


Yawbosehyo Fishy. Are you free to talk?’ I was sniffing while trying to stop crying.

‘ Alice-a. Hmmm. I’m working now. What happened? I heard that you had fired?’

‘Ya. Can I meet you for lunch in a while? I do not know where to go.’

‘ Hmm I guess I’m not free. I need to take over all your leftover work. Ehh.. I talk to you later, Mr Kim is calling me. Bye.’ She cut off the line without allowing me to answer.


Where can I go? What should I do? I was walking alone at the street, aimlessly for 2-3 hours. Everyone looked at me weirdly on the street and pointing finger at me. Where can I go? I got no choice but wondering around and ended myself up at a park as I walked aimlessly.  

‘ Alice-a,’ someone yelled my name.

I turned behind and the person who appeared is Hyun Joong. Kim Hyun Joong, my life saver. I was shocked when he appeared. He was running towards me. He pulled me over and hugged me. He hugged me tightly.

 ‘I will be here. I will protect you. We face the problem together. Don’t worry, Alice. I will take care of it. Don’t worry. Just cry. I’m here for you.’

I stoned there for a moment. I don’t know how to react. I was touched by his words. I couldn’t resist and I hugged him too. I couldn’t stand anymore and cried badly. I did not care anyone but I just continued to cry in his hug. His hug is so warm and soft. I want this hug forever and ever.

‘Oppa, why are you here? Weren’t you at Japan now? I thought you have performance tonight?’ I calmed myself down and asked him after a long cry. It has been ages since I cried that badly. 

‘I was at Japan. After the conversation with you, I couldn’t stay still. I wanted to see you badly. So I…’

‘So you came back? You do not need to do so. I’m fine.’

‘No, you are not. Just let stay here for a few hours. I bought air ticket back to Japan at 6pm tonight. I will be able to make it for the performance. Don’t worry.’

‘Hmmm. But I got a question to ask actually. Errr…..’

‘What oppa? If you have a question just ask then.’

‘Errrr.. Whom do you like more, Kyu Jong or me??’

‘Why do you ask such a question suddenly? You believe what the paper wrote?’

‘Aniyo but just wondering only. Just tell me. I want to know.’

‘I like. Both also I like. But I like oppa even more because you are always there to protect and take care of me. Unlike Kyu, he is always bullying me. I just left so glad to have you both as my brother. Not 2, but 5 including Young Saeng, Mal and Maknea.’ I said while I was wiping my tears.


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Hyun Joong’s thought : Oh yeahhhh BINGO ! I knew that she likes me more compared to the other 4 boys ! Now I could tell her how I feel.

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Hyun Joong looked at me and both of our eyes met. He used his hands to wipe off my tears, slowly and gentlely. I could not resist but stone there and look at him. Hyun Joong came nearer and put his head next to my ear.

‘What if I said that I love you and I want to be with you?’ He whispered to me.

 Huh? What he said? He loves me? He wants to be with me?? Did I hear the right thing? Is he crazy? NO WAY!

‘Huh? What are you talking about? You must be kidding.’ I pushed Hyun Joong away from me and tried to walk away. Hyun Joong held my hand and stopped me from walking away from me.

‘I said, I love you and I want to be with you. Can you be my girlfriend? You heard me now?’

I stoned. I was shocked to hear it from him. What, girlfriend? What should I do?

‘Oppa. This is so not funny. Please don’t play. I’m not in a mood for all these. You are a star. Super star.’ I protested.

‘I’m not playing. I really want to be with you. So what if I’m a star? I’m also a normal human being! Can’t you see that I’m treating you more than a friend?’

I kept quiet for a moment. I was really surprised at his words and I do not know how to react. I was too happy and I started blush. But yet I’m scared because of the news. I do not make things more complicated since the news headline had came out and brought a big impact to SS501, especially Hyun Joong and Kyu Jong. But most important thing is do I love him? All these while, yes I do like him as a friend, a brother, or maybe an idol. But I’m not too sure whether do I really love him as a couple or as a lover.

‘But oppa, all these while I thought that you took care of me as a friend or maybe a sister. I… I really do not what to say. Can I give you my answer later? This is so sudden. I’m not mentally prepared.’

‘Sorry for the sudden. I couldn’t help myself anymore. I felt so relieved after I knew that you like me more compared to other boys, so I couldn’t control and babbled out. When I saw that you are sad or get hurt, I want to be there for you and protect you. I felt so comfortable when I’m with you. Really.’

I did not respond any further. Hyun Joong walked me back to my house before he rushed back to airport to catch up with his flight.

‘I’ll contact you right after I reach Korea tomorrow, okay? And don’t let me wait too long for your answer. I’m waiting for your answer. I love you.’ Hyun Joong kissed on my forehead and make sure that I went into my house before he left.

‘Okay. See you tomorrow. Have a safe flight.’ I smiled back to him and walked in.                  
  
I was really happy. Although I lost my job but I found my love. I was sad, but eventually my happiness covered up my sadness. My idol, my prince that always took care of me, appeared when I needed his help and worried about me all these while turned out to be the person that loves me.

I took out the bracelet that Hyun Joong gave and look at it again. I couldn’t resist and I kept smiling all the way. My face was red and I realised that I was blushing. My mind kept replaying all the scenes from the first day how we met till the moment that he whispered to my ears saying that ‘I love you’. Omg, I’m in love……

 Before I go to bed, I sent him a text message.

‘I had made my decision already. I want to be your girlfriend. I want to be with you. I want your heart, your hug and your smile. I want to be the lucky girl that you will protect, care and you love. Sarang heayo.’ I sent to him.

After a couple of minutes, a text message received from him,

‘Omg. I didn’t expect that you will accept me and give me an answer that fast. I love you and I really want to be with you. Woooohoooo, I guess I cannot sleep tonight and I can’t wait to see you tomorrow evening. Good night and sleep tight. Sweet dreams. Saranghea.’

I was jumping up and down on my bed after received a reply from Hyun Joong while hugging my soft toy. His message was precise and sweet. The message really does melt my heart. 

-END OF CHAPTER 9- 

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My blog post has not ended yet ! Well, let's look at Hyun Joongie's Basic House Picture :

Credit: www.basichouse.co.kr + 하늘연못 @ khj0606 + www.ss501ufo.blogspot.com




Isn't my Leader look good at any outfit that he is wearing?

Cool, cute, sporty, casual, handsome, adorable... 

NAME IT ALL YOU WANT.. HE HAS EVERYTHING :)

I was glad that he had came back to his comfort zone and he is doing well with anything. 

He even sang a song for his cousin during his cousin's wedding. 

Awww.. Both couple will definitely felt blessed with Hyun Joong blessing :)

Awwww. Is he cuteeeee? Look at his BELT ! is LV BELT !

Welcome to life baby boy :)

Seems like my life has been only SS501 only uh? NO OBVIOUSLY !

I still have own life to live and outings is fully pack for these few days.

Too much indeed ! 

Well, let me start with my nephew's full month birthday which was on Friday! 

Awww... yes, i became an aunt now and I'm feeling so old now T.T

Let's have a look at baby's photo :)

Awww~ Isn't my baby nephew is cuteeee? 90% look alike the brother? NONONO is not a good thing ! 


Congratz baby~Please grow up faster ! your Aunt bring you along to kao lui ^^

Mummy is feeding baby with milk ! 

Awww. Congratz to my god brother, Andrew for having such an adorable son. Please grow up faster and behave like mummy. Hopefully you did not inherent your father's attitude. LOL.

Anyways, it was a great night with gambling session and sing k session at my godfather's house. 

I had a great time catching up with my salesmen and admin staffs. More SCANDAL scenes happened that night which I don't think I should publicly reveal it. 

I'm still kind of waiting Celine's picture because she took 2 pictures of me that night. Will try to put in as usual :)

A good start but definitely will not last long.. Hmmm. What am I crapping? But anyways, it was a great night I had. And I do miss you though but you will never know  :)